Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @6:51 PM
it's been quite an empty week
co-ordinating the pedals and right hand is getting a bit tricky, hopefully with practice all these kinks will be ironed out.
i find that the standard i've set for myself to bounce back to, is a little higher than before.
but i'm not sure if the arrangement will be appreciated as much by the trainers/judges.
honestly, at this point, i'm unsure of whether i should go on with this.
i do want to see this piece to completion , but not knowing how much these efforts are worth is affecting my drive a bit.
but of course, we shouldn't place value on our works based on what others think, but what we ourselves feel about it..
cliche. but i really shouldn't ask for much.
after all, i've been out of touch for so long.
hmm.
but that doesn't matter anymore.
JUST JIAYOU, PAM.
(:
