Saturday, June 02, 2007 @9:16 AM
when that really happens, it's actually more scary than a ghostly encounter.
last night i finally developed a gastric ulcer. haha. okk i know i should have been more strict with eating on time you told me so and bla bla bla bla bla bla bla but SORRY. from now on i will.
haha. i was scolded so damn much over the past 5 hours.
after 1 hour of trying home remedies, another hour of mom's small talk of how i never listen to her about eating well, the third hour rushing halfway to east shore but detouring to a 24 hour clinic instead because of the traffic lights and potential waiting time, and 2 hours of disrupted sleep.. i'm actually feeling much better. ahhahahahhahha.
the feeling i got from staring at so much dead blood was.
i dont know.. bittersweet. haha.
on one hand i was relieved that all that nonsense was out of my body, and on the other i couldn't believe that i was that sick. and all the time my mom was behind "see, i told you. drink more water come on. flush your stomach."
eee. people flush toilet bowl u want me to flush my stomach?! so nice.
i'm really regretful now for not paying more attention to the gastric attacks. for always coming up with stupid excuses for skipping meals. the seriousness of this gastric thing only dawned on me last night. stomach ulcer doesn't increase the risk of stomach cancer, but prolonged inflammation can lead to precancerous changes in the stomach lining.
in sec4, my classmate's mom died of stomach cancer. we were looking at her mom's waxy face through the glass of her coffin, and her mom still looked so young. :(
anw if you're having the same problem, pls dont wait till your stomach grows a hole before you start eating properly.
AND i hope you're not too shocked/worried about this.
will cure one dont worry. good medication.
by the way. 24 hr clinics rip off i tell you. last night's bill was $81 and the doc barely said 4 sentences. and the last was "go to the hospital if ur pain persists."
i also can be doctor la like that. refer all my patients to the hospital.
so fun.
