Wednesday, April 25, 2007 @9:08 PM
you know, pam doesn't do recounts.
but today was exceptionally stupid.
so for the sake of your entertainment and the immense regret that's making me feel like one big pile of shit, i'll talk about today.
try to look entertained k. cos i'm feeling bad.
thanks.
k so the day started out with trivial stupidity.
picture this:
me and the bowl of
mee sua in front of me at the band table.
i lost my appetite a few days back, and the mee sua looked particularly unappetizing today. still, i knew i just had to eat it cos if i ate any later it would have just come back up.
so i took a bite.
and found that the noodles were not cooked.
it was like. MeeSua Cookies.
hard luck..
so after that i was talking so someone. and i said something i shouldn't have brought up.
and now all i can think of is.
i'm so sorry.
you've brought me so much joy,
but i've brought u so much trouble.
and pls dont deny it to make me feel better.
school was not bad, but you know what they say, a bad day for every good one, and a tear for every smile.
so sls meeting yesterday was promising, school was okay, but in band..
"you're running away from what you cant do."
there was nothing wrong in anything he said
but i guess the truth made me feel stupid
and that stupidity hurt quite a bit.
it was a relief that he made me go back to get the score
cos for the first in a very long time, i had to fight back tears.
over a stupid bloody chorale.
on a normal day, i would probably have laughed off the mishaps.
but it's just two days to concert.
two weeks to syf.
and there's still so much to do
pls, tell me we're gonna break out of the st andrews curse.
the curse of the chyesim.
let me know it's going to be okay.
