Wednesday, April 25, 2007 @9:08 PM
you know, pam doesn't do recounts.
but today was exceptionally stupid.
so for the sake of your entertainment and the immense regret that's making me feel like one big pile of shit, i'll talk about today.
try to look entertained k. cos i'm feeling bad.
thanks.
k so the day started out with trivial stupidity.
picture this:
me and the bowl of
mee sua in front of me at the band table.
i lost my appetite a few days back, and the mee sua looked particularly unappetizing today. still, i knew i just had to eat it cos if i ate any later it would have just come back up.
so i took a bite.
and found that the noodles were not cooked.
it was like. MeeSua Cookies.
hard luck..
so after that i was talking so someone. and i said something i shouldn't have brought up.
and now all i can think of is.
i'm so sorry.
you've brought me so much joy,
but i've brought u so much trouble.
and pls dont deny it to make me feel better.
school was not bad, but you know what they say, a bad day for every good one, and a tear for every smile.
so sls meeting yesterday was promising, school was okay, but in band..
"you're running away from what you cant do."
there was nothing wrong in anything he said
but i guess the truth made me feel stupid
and that stupidity hurt quite a bit.
it was a relief that he made me go back to get the score
cos for the first in a very long time, i had to fight back tears.
over a stupid bloody chorale.
on a normal day, i would probably have laughed off the mishaps.
but it's just two days to concert.
two weeks to syf.
and there's still so much to do
pls, tell me we're gonna break out of the st andrews curse.
the curse of the chyesim.
let me know it's going to be okay.
Sunday, April 22, 2007 @9:43 PM
i wouldn't be surprised.
would you?
Wednesday, April 04, 2007 @10:24 PM
So.. I will update my non-existent audience with the newest additions to the (fascinating) history of Pam's life.
Studies have been going ok i think. We're doing magnetic fields in physics, and it's freaking funny cos Fleming's Left is such a vulgar hand signal. Probability crossed with PnC in maths, but that's not what's killing me.
What i think is the most useless piece of knowledge in the entire syllabus, is Electrochemistry.
Electrochemistry is
the evil people's code for
Phymistry. Due to the self explanatory pathetic demand for this subject in Cambridge, they had to resort to such unscrupulous means to make us take it anyway. And now your poor pam spends the better part of her breaks in the library trying to understand something that is just utterly confusing and useless beyond belief.
Yesterday was SAS's sports day, so because the boys had commonsense enough not to waste their day sitting and staring at people running around one track, band room was so cramped that for a minute i thought i was in China. And because our air con died since last wednesday, ventilation was kinda dead and the smell was awesome.
Big nicholas came along a few days back to listen to us.
It was really nice seeing him again. But I still find it hard not to stare at his bald head.
I realised how i missed his wise old corny lame talks.
Till next time the finger itches.
(:
